For the first time in at least seven years I am doing nothing. I am currently taking a break from work and enjoying the calmness and stress-free nature of having minimal obligations. I am spending my time catching up on movies, hanging out with my parents, cooking a little more, walking, and doing some yoga. The days still go by pretty fast. Sometimes I feel guilty for taking this break or worry that I am not advancing my career. I feel that my choice does have some healing power as I am handling chemo pretty well (so far I have only had one really sick and miserable day) and able to rest when I feel tired.
I recently started reading a great book, Crazy Sexy Cancer Tips, written by Kris Carr who is a cancer survivor. The book is extremely positive and includes bios and experiences of many young, successful, and beautiful female cancer survivors. It helps me to remember that I am not alone. There is an entire chapter devoted to using the "Cancer Card". The book describes the Cancer Card as follows: "It's an I'm-human card, and like it or not you can't do it all; every now and then you need a treat." Basically, it is a way to soak up the benefits of having cancer. For me, I think that is taking a well needed break from work and letting myself enjoy doing nothing!
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