This Shit's Cray!

Usually when I am driving, walking, or letting my mind wander, I think how crazy it is that I have breast cancer.  Statistically, I am an anomoly.  I think there is less than a 5% chance that women in their 30's will develop breast cancer...but it happens.  My life has changed pretty rapidly and it feels like everything right now is cancer related.  I have to adjust my schedule to chemo, focus on the present, and change my priorities.   I am flexible and adjusting to this change pretty well but it is annoying and surreal at times.  It is so interesting how my focus and mindset has changed in a matter of minutes and made me realize what is truly important in life.  I hope know that this is temporary and that I need to be patient...but it's cray!